Kim K Tries To Be Strong For Her Children

The 35-year-old reality superstar is currently spending as much time as possible with her two children and with husband Kanye West. Fortunately North and Saint were in New York City with Kanye, a nanny, and a family friend during the robbery, a source previously told ET.

“They don’t know what is going on, thankfully.”She tries not to cry in front of North, but it’s been tough.” a source revealed to TMZ

UPDATE: Kim Kardashian’s kids North and Saint were not in the hotel room when she was attacked, PEOPLE has learned https://t.co/S7t51UQLfn

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“She still gets emotional thinking about the incident. I don’t think the flashbacks will go away anytime soon though. It’s going to take a while for those to stop, as with any traumatic experience like that.” the source adds to ET

Kim tearfully begged for her life while being robbed, our source previously told ET. The mother of two was held at gunpoint and tied up inside the luxury apartment she was staying at for Paris Fashion Week.

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“All she kept saying over and over is, I have kids. Take anything you want. Please don’t kill me. Please don’t kill me. She is very upset and can’t stop thinking about what could have happened. The scariest part for her throughout this experience is the fact that it could have been a lot worse, and she couldn’t imagine what that would have been like for her children.” the source added.

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On Thursday, Kim stepped out with her entire family in NYC for the first time since the robbery on Sunday, heading home to Los Angeles. Kim’s bodyguard, Pascal Duvier, was also with the family of four.

According to a source, Kanye and Kim are now seriously reassessing their security measures, but standing behind Pascal.

“Kanye is freaking out this really threw him for a loop. There will be a lot of things that change now in terms of security, especially with the children. Kim does not hold Pascal responsible for one second. He was done working for her when this happened. Also, Pascal is not an armed bodyguard.” the source added to ET

“Kim does not hold Pascal responsible”

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